I so desperately miss what we had. I wonder If I will ever have someone like you in my life again. Not who you are now, but who you were. Sometimes I consider contacting you, just to see, but I don't know if I could handle the fall out again. When things were good, they were good, but when they were bad, they were so bad. You hurt me worse than I could have imagined. Things haven't been the same since. Should I leave the past in the past? Or try again even though I know you're not the girl I loved so much?
I'm here, but you don't need me.